My writing is my therapy, My dreams are my reason,My ghost is my sanity, My music is my Love, My Prayer is My life.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
on my way out
I am living on the edge of my sanity...death does not seem like such a terrible thing anymore. I can not even pray anymore...I am scared. When i go to sleep I have nightmares and when i am awake, i am constantly thinking of ways to die............I'm sorry I write such depressing blogs...can't think anymore. Will be back later. I'm out... later
Found this quote inspiring. Hope it inspires som "Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly, and without expectation...We don't love to be loved; we love to love. Leo Buscaglia If we are able to see love in this beautiful and free-flowing way, then it's hard for those dreadfully destructive feelings of possessiveness and jealousy to take root in our hearts. Our love is so much more powerful when we ask nothing in return for it; when it is not part of some trade for promises of security; when it is vulnerable, genuine, and pure.